Thursday, April 30, 2015

Liquid Moments



Loving you for a day
Loving only for a week

Makes no difference
Cause either way 

Timelessness surrounds us
And the durations we seek

Moments are millenniums
Life times are many 

Playing in this game called life
God is having fun in the middle of our nights

Giving us a second chance
To experience this eternal dance

Dance away the doubts
Dance away the fears

Sing into our mornings
And sleep into our mirrors

See Nataraja transforming 
Our yesterdays to how

We interpret the present 
In this moment now

Poem and photo by Laureen De Shazer

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Tuesday, April 21, 2015

Sitting in My Hunger



Sitting in my hunger
Fasting away the day

Delicious  breezes
Brush my hair away

As the objects of my senses
Plead for my attention

Preparing  for another family feast
Is a mere challenge to enjoy the feat

Of clearing out the bothering heat
That builds the distorted fields

When I eat

Ruminating routines
Taunt me

Boredom without food
Tempts me

Sensations in the body
Tease me

Into believing in my past conditioning
Into reacting to my gut

But not this time
The refrigerator stays shut!




Thursday, April 16, 2015

Should You Ever See Me Cry



Should you ever see me cry
Don't worry but you’ll wanna try

To figure out the reasons why
 I need to release my lessons

Lying below the surface
Giving my soul purpose

To experience love
Through the eyes of a weeper

A weeping fool who jumps
In with both feet

Free falling
All or nothing

Nothing at all
Now or never transformed

It's for you my liquid drops
Fall into the infinite well

That surrounds us with
It's grace

Temporary teardrops
Swelling and sliding

Avalanching over cheekbones
Landing into nowhere






Friday, April 3, 2015

You Know You are Home






You know you're home when:
You notice duck hunters wearing tank tops and camouflage in the dead of winter
The dishwasher with the slicked back, black ponytail and handlebar mustache looks over his shoulder
The ammo’s sold out on Black Friday before 9:00
Balding heads cower beneath their baseball caps
Twitching figures jaywalk Montgomery Street
The hard-etched lines from the dehydrated face remind you of a canvas revealing a smoker's storyline

You know you are home when:
The motorcycle man wearing his kinky yeard makes his début next to the gumball dispenser
The broken smile that warms your heart is missing teeth
The tweeker with the glow sticks dances on the river walk beside you
The hearing aide in the next booth needs new batteries
The waitress with the long skinny braid serves you oatmeal with all the sweetness of maple syrup
The woman with the draping apron hanging down to her knees grips her oxygen line as she struggles to breathe

You know you are home when:
The black Chihuahua sits shivering in its Christmas sweater on the dashboard
The potbellies and binkies keep each other warm
The sweaty cook flipping hash browns peers from behind the sheet metal window wondering just how much longer he must flip
Hoarse laughter erupts from the touchdowns that were touched
The bible verses and hot cocoa attempt to purify the way
The mama with the blue hair and butterfly tattoo on her sternum lights up as she mother-eases a passing babe

You know you are home when:
The silver haired senior trembles in her son's arms
The wise eyes of a native soul meet your own

You know you are home when:
You see all of nature’s diversity residing in the horn of plenty
Compassion dawns and empathy reminds you to walk in their shoes

You know you are home when:
When perfection is recognized in the cornucopia of being
When the doors open in the local coffee shop, and you accept people just as they are for your own healing… 

That’s, when you know you are home